19 October 2017

Encountering Evil

Crawling out of the woodwork like a termite,
his toxicity, like tentacles slither out, poison
to the sweet sapling that must be moistened,
protected only by the tamarin and her vicious bite.

Damaged walls let the poisoned gases in,
inhabitant unsuspecting of incoming damage
or even the glaring lack of proper bandage
over wounds never healed; they easily reopen.

Small, innocent soul, unknowingly tortured by
the confusion and disruption: betrayed by him,
a most trusted companion she held above all sin,
in the highest esteem; surely, he was unable to lie.

Confusion and chaos abound in her mind,
put to rest only by motherly affection and love,
protected, held close within Mama’s glove,
so, to the demonic manipulation, she is blind.

Discomfort seeps in, touching everyone with infection;
social constructs do the best to make it squirm.
One can find comparison to it with the worm,
an apt comparison in terms of lacking verbal inflection.

It’s enabled and encouraged by a female so vile,
her vitriol, never-ending, just sprays and spews
to those she cannot control with her narrow views
and manipulation tactics that only provoke bile.

Nausea, rocking, churning, bubbling like a hot sea,
a physical response to psychological stress
unnecessarily exacerbated in times of distress,
appetites turned as sour as a lost, forgotten pea.

I knew what it was when I laid eyes on it at first,
a hideous, disgusting energy, vile as vomit,
disguising itself with the success of a large comet
shooting through a night only described as the worst.

As I watched, the shape transformed, a mask
seeping over the visage I’d glimpsed but quickly;
my soul knew the evil as I do now as its sickly
energy could be drunk like liquid from a flask.

But then I allowed it to slip on its mask before
I knew what was even happening before my eyes.
He gave meaning to the phrase, “time flies,”
and I became lost within its darkness, craving more.

03 October 2017

Conflict: A Poem

Cold tendrils like rage
curl around my lungs and chest,
held within the cage
of my ribs.

Adrenaline, hot, mad,
courses through my tibia, femur
burning with the bad
desire to run.

My hands begin to quiver
with the pent-up emotion within
causing a full-body shiver
of reactivity.

Unable to physically fight,
my voice rises with the stress, pitch
high as you police my right
to express it.

“Do this, don’t do that!”
Words that ring hollow like plastic,
“Be careful not to get fat,”
as you balloon.

“Do as I say, not as I do,”
never sat well with me from the start,
yet I can’t speak to you
about anything.

If your ears were doors,
they would be closed at all times
as your eyes sweep floors,
anticipating misstep.

Anticipation for naught
when one considers the consequences.
With fear, you’re fraught:
can’t be wrong.